I wish you all a Merry Christmas. I don't have any privacy right now and I long to spend time writing in my blog.

Last week someone called me that I hadn't heard from in a long time and she made me so happy with that one call. One I went to bed a few hours later I was smiling. It felt so good but on the other hand I'm realizing how little happiness is part of my life. I want to smile like that.

I guess that's all.

Goodnight.